You Challange Me

Today nothing much been sleeping all day long :P think to get people to come for the celebration this Friday ~.~ later afternoon went over cui peng house to see them play WOW lol interesting hahaha but i no $ to play cause giving all my $ to building church and paying so much $ for my living . . . trying so hard to forget what you did to me but seem my memory so strong that I recall ever single thing i did before you will you ever know?

Sometime all the thing I did before show how i re-act toward you but i know i have to wait as just been a friend to you that also make me wrong? i really don't understand what I did wrong ~.~ just using my prayer and fate to guild me what to do. But everything I do make you angrier hmm that wired for a gal to re-act. No one know what are you thinking about not even your friend around you~ that all I have to blog . till then I pray in my name for your safety and all the blessing to fall upon you. Amen~

Love Is War - Battlefield

You had me from the start
Although you never loved me
With your heart
I've come to understand
The fact that
You just love me as a friend

Hear the voices in my mind
Still I'm messing with my heart
Until I'm going crazy
And now I know

Got stuck on a battlefield
(Go on) back off (o-oh) It's not real
My mind is a fighter's shield
But I'm not made of steel
Got stuck on a battlefield (It's right) so wrong (o-oh)
And it feels like poison
Still I'm standing tall
Still I'm standing tall

Illusionary dreams
Pass through my veins and
Suggest your feelings might change
But your kisses never last
We have no future
And barely had a past
Every single time we touch
Feel I need you way too much
Until I'm going crazy
And now I know

Got stuck on a battlefield
(Go on) back off (o-oh) It's not real
My mind is a fighter's shield
But I'm not made of steel
Got stuck on a battlefield
(It's right) so wrong (o-oh)
And it feels like poison
Still I'm standing tall

Beautiful music and song form the church bring me closer to him as i pray more. the sorrow have gone but the love i have in you will still be there forever i live. good night~