Ernest Birthday / EI0505 BBQ / JAM CHURCH

8/3/2007 Ernest Birthday

Today went back to school as I have java course to attend. . . once I back jing yi ,Tyrone and hung wei . . . brief me on what the first 3 day they teach they teach but too much for me lol but some how I learned some in the past went I was in ITE time but have to recall what they teach now cause some are different.

During break went to eat with them and went to play pool after that with my classmate. Then Tyrone team me and JL up playing pool and she totally not happy with it, but we was having fun hahahah to kill time bah, then went back a long hours to spent in class haha oh ya and I went to meet up with yin qi and Emily after my lesson to pass them the gift I brought from Gentin :> hope they like it :>

Oh ya forget today have cell group hahaha lucky Ernest called me . . . and today is Ernest birthday hahahaha :>

Look Nice :> we bought him a shirt lol I think he bought him self more like it.

9/3/2007 Alone In School

Today non of my class come to school . . . so during break I went to find yin qi, Emily and Jonathan to eat cause JL went off with her friend and also she didn’t wanted to see me much. Saw Emily and Yin qi wear the gift I gave I was happy. . Garth to see their happy faces.

10/3/2007 EI0505 BBQ at Pasir Ris

Today after service at expo I went to join my classmate for BBQ lol enjoy it very much hahaha they even make hot chocolate with muskmelon, lol >>>

Then they playing poker Black Jack lol yin qi get a double 7 then she ask what if she get a triple 7 does it pay 7 time? Lol and Biao Long say oh too bad I have ur another 7 then yin qi draw she really get a triple 7 lol so lucky gal…

Adriel called me ask me wanna go help out at the JAM Church tml at Jurong there: P

After that went to take cab home lol everyone was so tired and really have fun . . .

11/3/2007 Help Out At JAM CHURCH

I took cab and arrived early but saw them praying so didn’t disturb after that I went to join and help out know more new friend after that lol enjoy helping them cause the people are those born not normal. . . see them very sad. Lol then went playing with them hahaha ok la nothing much, after that went to jurong point to eat with my new friend after that then went to race my tamiya at kihti there lol no luck so far but my friend win happy for him.

After that went down to suntec to meet my poly classmate to go see the IT fair cause today last day hope to get something cheap. . . lol on my way reaching so many people there already, flooded the overhead bridge . . . after meeting them they told me they saw JL on they way there lol. I think she going to get a laptop bah… after that I meet up my parent cause there also in there and last min I bought a Compaq laptop. . . was going to get a sony white laptop but it sold out…

Genting High Land

5/3/2007 – 7/3/2007 GENTING HIGH LAND
Day 1
Went to meet them at Marcus block and we walk all the way to cwp the bus was there to wait for us. . . after we took off we have some break stop along the way and we reached gentin at about 12noon time lol after we waited and collected our room key we rest for awhile and went to eat pizza hurt lol after that we went to shop and walk around, then we went to play hunted house lol very :X lol not so fun. . . after that went play bowling and during the night we went to watch movie “primeval” very scary and gross. . .

After we went back to our room lol we do many funny thing >>

Day 2
We went to buy ticket for theme park to play… lol first they went to play the water-boat which I the left out one so I didn’t play I video and took lot of photo hahaha >>>
Lol they even went to race a DRAG race on water-boat . . .

Next we played the tea cup lol round and round head-spinning saio~

Next they played the flying marry go round >>





Next the Corkscrew roller coaster lol we played 2 times some more…





then go kart :P lol i won first but miss out photo taking wiht them :<

We went to play lan game,pool,Air-rifle went to ice world :P...

Day 3

before we going back to sg w also bought gift for friends :>

that the end of our trips :>

Great Friend

1/3/2007 Thuesday Night

In the afternoon went to buigs to find ernest and eliz to shop for william birthday present we are celebrating his birthday in advance :P lol is hard to shop for gift nor refreshment food alone is good that we put our brain to good use as they say more brain more ideas :P

2/3/2007 Promoter Friends

In the morning went to help yvonne to do his sem project at school until 12noon she went off to TP to find her friend so i was at YCK mrt station called my friend out. . . cause don't wanna go home so early . . .

Today been fasting for the church missing trips people so only drink water . . . fast from 6am-6pm hahahaha not bad la then went to pradiz to wait for Jack Lim (yeo's promoter) and tyron (tiger beer promoter) hahaha waited them for 2hr cause i reach quiet early hahaha so walk walk around went to see the tamiya shop there remind me of upcoming compition. . .
after that we went to take a walk at the Cathay Cineplex lol at the top floor of the mall have a lan gaming shop man all the PC is up to the best performance look at this razor special edition mouse

hahahah
then at the ground floor we went to eat finally 6pm over i can eat lol. . .

After that look at this pond lol in side the mall so cold the fish in the pong hardly moves. . .

then we went back to pradize hahaha cause tyron wanna see the toto result end up he say wanna share $ buy? each pay only $1 hahahah so only i'm old enought to buy =_=lll k

After that we went to take a walk :> took a lot of photo . . . still got people filming at the melion fountain…. Then we took last train home..

3/3/2007 Emily House Visit
Today went over to Emily house to play poker and mahjong :> lol emily and yin qi say they so boring and took doll out to play on my. . . hahaha and I win around $3 total and I have to go cause I have service at 5pm and I’m late so I went off took 2 bus to reach TP then take train to expo. . .

4/3/2007 SwenSens Pizza
Sunday stay at home nothing much to do parent bought pizza for me to eat oh my swensens pizza some more. . . and I’m packing my bag leaving at 5am tml to gentin high land with friend :>

My Last Warning

1 problem : Dam i cannont get thought a call . . . already tried so many time. . .

2 problem : A friend told me something happen someone went to scold JL about how she treat me. . . TMD . . . what wrong with u, huh , went to scold her for nothing. . . have u ever thought of what u say to her making her think that is my fault . . .

I'm trying my best, and yet u went around talking shit out of your mouth. u think i'm been suffering for so long for fun ar. i feel like punch on ur face went i see u. . .

I know u care about me but why must u making thing so difficult for me. now what she think about i'm sure of it won't be nice. if anything happen to her i tell u. DARE ME TO KILL U.

My Last Warning..........

Exam Over

27/2/2007
Today exam on database =_=lll kind of easy and hard hahahaha but was ok cause we have tips to study with. . . then went home with keon....

28/2/2007
Today went over to min kia house to study but end up study for awhile and they started playing majoy hahahah but the last round i won back all my $ but was given to jeff cause i o him . . .
they all stan went i win cause i was waiting for the last card but end up i get 4 same 4 same and i draw the card with a win hahahaha. . .

29/2/2007
Today having SAD exam very hard cause don't have tips to study i only study section C ... went to school early to revision but nothing much went in my mind hahahah cause too many notes. but finally over no more exam can rest. . . but then trouble just started. . .

I asked someone a Sensitive question and that person owned me . . . told that person just asking, end up telling other about it. somemore i put it in the wrong way to ask . . . now i get own by my self . . .

Pain With Joy

24/2/2007
Satday service lol reached in time hahaha then wow today so special geng hong appear :P after he sang a few song of his and with his gf hahha we went to took photo.
after service only me and ernest went to eat hahaha wow we eat at city hall a new stall very nice saio the food must try . . . >>

25/2/2007
today studying all day long for tml exam paper . . . database hmm . . . then suppose to meet jeffery out to study but since was raining so he say study at home then steph was meeting me at 5pm also to study but she will be late so she sms me say that change to 6pm then never turn up hmm. my parent call they wanted to buy dinner for me but i told them i was going out to study, but end up my parent reach home and found me still at home and getting scold say why i haven go out . . . they never bought my dinner end up getting stuffed :< . . . after that i called steph she say she have ferver don't wish to talk then ok lor ~.~ Just paid for my genting tip and still getting nag by my parent . . . lol u know what it crush with my school program . . . 5 march lol Hize everyone day getting own by parent or other people , went or who will i get to stand up and fight for my rigths? cause i never ~ what they say i have to agree if not thing will getting worst by the argument . . . hahahah so my entire life is like that only Jiang Ling will know cause i told her more then anyone else about myself . . . but now things have been so different so only can talk to my self and will alway be alone. . . no matter where destiny take me to.

I donno why i still belives in JL but who know what she is thinking but one thing for sure, she is very bless cause all thing turn out better in her life....

Celebration With Friends

Today nothing much just hung around at home . . . until 5pm went out with eat with friends :P lol we went to bona vista then walk all the way to holland V. . . a long walk :P

this place is so special we can eat and have games to play hahahaha we eat westen food and lou yiu shen hahaha not bad "P

they have so much fun "P ok then

i trying to be lame hahaha using chopstick to eat :P hahahah. . .

look so many people lol so nosie but one thing for sure is they are having lot of fun hahahah which i'm suprise this is one place to have fun . . .

k then took train home nothing much to do tml got service and need lot of studying . . .

hmmm why am i feeling lonly , without love , without care? . . . but one thing for sure i'm still here on this earth hahaha k la is up to people to decied not up to me . . . what they think is final i have no rite to change their thought so let them be . . . even my parent also since young they alway misunderstand me now what ever i do to them is wrong doing so i don't botter to explain to them no more. . . so is been to world most pain. . . cause u can feel that no one think u are usefull anymore .

Feeling so small to be smash by anything coming next. . . i try to communicate with ppl like koen, marcus, steph, james. . . some how some didn't reply. . . :<>

Readed grace blog this is what she bloged : "right down inside im in a huge frenzy, and i'm trying hard not to show it on the outside, because u'd think i'm mad. it's crazy. i can't believe last night just happened like that. i didn't know where i've picked up the courage from to say all these to you. i really don't like things to turn out this way, but it has to.

it's hard for me to accept that things have to end this way.. out of unwillingness and zero option.. "

is the same feeling of what i have now but no one speak to me about it . . . so i have to endure. . .

just wish i can be like grace pick up the courage to call JL. . .

k sweet dream