. until 5pm went out with eat with friends :P lol we went to bona vista 
then walk all the way to holland V. . . a long walk :Pthis place is so special we can eat
and have games to play hahahaha we eat westen food and lou yiu shen hahaha not bad "Pthey have so much fun "P ok then
i trying to be lame hahaha using chopstick to eat :P hahahah. . .
look so many people lol so nosie but one thing for sure is they are having lot of fun hahahah which i'm suprise this is one place to have fun . . .
k then took train home nothing much to do tml got service and need lot of studying . . .
hmmm why am i feeling lonly , without love , without care? . . . but one thing for sure i'm still here on this earth hahaha k la is up to people to decied not up to me . . . what they think is final i have no rite to change their thought so let them be . . . even my parent also since young they alway misunderstand me now what ever i do to them is wrong doing so i don't botter to explain to them no more. . . so is been to world most pain. . . cause u can feel that no one think u are usefull anymore .
Feeling so small to be smash by anything coming next. . . i try to communicate with ppl like koen, marcus, steph, james. . . some how some didn't reply. . . :<>
Readed grace blog this is what she bloged : "right down inside im in a huge frenzy, and i'm trying hard not to show it on the outside, because u'd think i'm mad. it's crazy. i can't believe last night just happened like that. i didn't know where i've picked up the courage from to say all these to you. i really don't like things to turn out this way, but it has to.
it's hard for me to accept that things have to end this way.. out of unwillingness and zero option.. "
is the same feeling of what i have now but no one speak to me about it . . . so i have to endure. . .
just wish i can be like grace pick up the courage to call JL. . .
k sweet dream
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